I laugh while writing this post, as before i've cried, I have procrastinated on this moment, which deep down I've known, dare I say it, it has been unavoidable.
The unavoidable moment for me is the acceptance of my vulnerability. The surrender to my truth, which ultimately is leading to my true-self and strength. Taking time to clear the path for the new chapter in my life.
The best way to describe the unavoidable is when you have something, that you can't put your finger on, a little voice, a feeling, that for years, eats away at you, the red flags through life slapping you square in the face, but you chose to ignore them, it creates pain, causes destruction, but still the habitual nature that you have accepted as your own, continually plays out, always culminating with the same result, and you have the cheek, to ask yourself why?… while sat talking with friends... and each time, you go round again, you repeat the lessons, but have learnt nothing, and eventually...
The Tower moment, where the decision is no longer yours - life presents itself in situation, that you are forced to walk through that door. Forced to make that change.
Why?
Because in this life, All living things, Need to grow...
